2. Good friends and laughter: As this infertility journey has continued, I have been isolating more and more. Friday night, Will and I went out with a friend of mine and her boyfriend and had such a good laugh-out-loud time. It was so freeing, and dare I say it, somewhat cathartic? I am grateful that we all felt so comfortable around one another and just able to be ourselves. It was a good reminder of the importance of building and maintaining connections to others, even when going through difficulties.
3. My health: something I try to remember to never take for granted. One of the upsides of getting cancer in my twenties is that it really allows me to appreciate my physical well-being. I get so angry sometimes that cancer may have stolen my ability to have a child, but then I am struck by how fortunate I am just to have this life - to still be here. I remember lying in bed when I was sick thinking I will never take it for granted when I can walk up a flight of stairs without feeling winded. I will never take it for granted when I can feel hungry without nausea or indigestion. I will never take it for granted when I can be pain free and get through the day without fatigue. Of course at times I do take these things for granted, but then I catch myself, and I am overcome with gratitude.
Mo
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Thanks, Mo. Your list is inspirational to me today.
ReplyDeleteI love the new Sunday posts. It is great to remember all the things that are wonderful about life. I hope you have a great week!
ReplyDeleteMo, you are so right. We often forget the wonderful and amazing things that go well in our lives. I am glad you remember to point them out to us.
ReplyDeleteMo, I love the Sunday lists too. And it may be coincidental, or maybe you are my long lost sister, but I am thankful for those three very things this weekend!! (except mine was a walk, not a run, bum leg and all...)
ReplyDeleteI am so happy that you had a good and cathartic weekend too.
I have so much to say about your recent second opinion visit, but I try to get it together in an email to you and it is all coming out like assvice. So, I need to recollect my thoughts (for what they;re worth) and try again. I guess the whole point is, I think its good you went, so good you have Will to mull over and discuss your options, and while the decisions are yours to make, I want to put in a good word for donor eggs and the idea that they are really only 1/3 of the equation and that you still play a major, MAJOR biological part. It is your bloodstream, your food that nourishes, your womb that holds and protects. Without you there can be no baby. Your part is still essential.
I love your list! I'm going to go outside now and enjoy the warmer weather. You've inspired me to get off my rear and enjoy life a little bit.
ReplyDeleteA great reminder of what we all have to be thankful for. A good reminder for me today, especially. Thank you.
ReplyDeleteAnd I, too, am glad for spring like days and happy that you are in good health!
Lovely post.
ReplyDeleteToday really is a day to feel that Spring is coming. So good to feel a gentle breeze instead of harsh wind. Hoping this Spring brings new life to us as the trees start to bud.